My whole life has been a bit step in a traumatic experience and streaming / playing games and meeting people who enjoys the same stuff as I, has helped me be a better person today.

Here is an inside of supporting this stream and community:

Goals:

• Gets me away from an extreme toxic environment of the failing casino industry that I am currently in limbo for as rumors hit that my department might be “let go” soon to help save the company.
• Helps with fixing problems not covered with insurance, stuff damaged that was caused by the cancer.
• Helps me return to Central Oregon where I can rival against an business partner who held me against my will and forced me out of Central Oregon.
• Helps my Transition.
• Just hanging out helps me cope with the trauma I’ve faced over the years caused by alot of extremely toxic people who I placed trust into that used me and destroyed my self confidence over time who has made me feel like suicide is the only way out.

Here is what we are looking for:

• Active Community Manager / Live Chat Moderator
• Blog Writer for Drift, InfoSec, and / or transitional stories.
• Social Media Administrator, including Video editing.
• Event Coordinator
• Events for Drift & Livestream Garages the Active Support Staff
• Brand Sponsorship Agent

Feel free to discord message me.

Thinking of going with this as a stream schedule:
Starting at 7pm pst weekdays and early on the weekends.

Mon – Sub Chat only Warframe
Tue – Sea of Thieves
Wed – Sea of Thieves
Thurs – Random Game
Fri – Podcasting / Talkshows
Sat – Random Game
Sun – CTF

Mondays Warframe is  sub chat only due to the fact I have been streaming this game for well over 2+ years and playing this game since 2014 I’ve shared with the world from MR0 to MR28 and I got very little to no support from the community,  I’ve done everything and still never got accepted as partner and I am still being ignored for being a content creator. So, if you support my Warframe content toss me a prime sub to chat or write DE and tell them to wake up and notice me senpai!

We are going to create stuff on stream for friday nights podcasting / talkshows and discuss various of topics and that will become the new podcast idea. In rotation,
WRnet:Sec -> Hack the Transition -> Touge SW -> Maybe Slackware 101
Random games, is the various stream time, from finishing up boarderlands 3, Battle Royal Game, or an FPS / RPG game.

Sunday’s CTF will be focus around Hacker101’s CTF.

I gave over 2 years of Warframe Content from being MR0 to MR28 quest and dug into all the new content and I have met all their requirements since I’ve started applying to now defunct partership in 2018 and got denied with a generic reason and since then I’ve been ignored with future requests to being ignored with the Content Creator program.  DE doesn’t seem to see that with me and their partners / content creators seem to turn a nose to me as well.

I love this game, I love creating it’s content and helping new players out all the time. But Digital Extremes doesn’t want me to keep doing this for you all and because of that I can’t stream this game title on twitch anymore.  It was fun, but hey. I will continue to help and assist others but this will be offline.

I am tired of being ignored, I offer too much and give too much back with nothing in return especially when I have done everything to be apart of their team.

So, if you want Warframe back on my weekly schedule I’d start flooding DE to do something positive.

Thanks for reading.

Hello! And welcome to another blog post.

This is September, so I turn 41 and I couldn’t help but to reflect these past 20+ years.
How I am just nothing but a failure on anything I’ve set myself out to do.

I started with wanting to build a video game and I’ve pivoted into a black hat, that pivoted into a software pirate and at one point I took over an ISP that got me to pivoted into a working class from there, turned white hat and in a pivoting moments of my career.

I started WRnet as a community with in one day to open up my own place for not just an arcade, but a hackspace for anyone that wanted to learn and get into cyber security and or any field of IT in a more relaxed environment and potentially an incubator for small businesses to blossom in time.

I also started RavenPC, as both a PC Repair and start my OWN brand of computers that had preloaded slackware linux on them and promote and teach people how to use linux in replace of Microsoft Windows and this including Linux gaming rigs. I went as far as going to Central Oregon to start up this business only to get stabbed in the back and my idea was tossed aside because of someone else was beyond greed and thought to profit on my work to a point I was Held against my will one day because I helped a friend with their website behind their back.

I picked up Dorkmedia because I was inspired by AndMedia picked up bumfights and such back in the early 2000’s I wanted to rival them but that was an utter failure. To this day it’s my pivot point for webhosting / web design and more that gets ignored no matter how much I market it.

In many ways, I feel like I am banned from the internet itself or any type of business or any type of business opportunities.

Every time I do a pivot to change a point in my life to start up something, it always results in a failure and I feel like.

I am at a point where I could focus on building a video game and starting small like RPGmaker and build my story over again from the original comic book idea. But until I leave this casino job, I got no time on my hands and no motivation to do so.

I can’t go back to work for an ISP, because they cannot afford to take on a risk and bring me in because of the way I used to be before. Can’t blame them as they have told me before I was worth only Min. Wage and took advantage of that for a long time as I built and sharpen my skills with IT and Cyber Security with them as an Network & Server Admin, Cyber and InfoSec monitoring, development and implementation. I helped architect and build their framework of their internal network since I started with them and to this day it remains the same just with more people.

This time, I only asked if I could come in and put together a whole infosec / cyber security part of their ISP. I never once asked for money in doing so, never nor less I was shot down by the owner’s pride. I worked for the ISP twice from 2000 – 2007, returned 2011 -> left 2012. That was a pivot point I wanted to follow down the path to or at least I could have been contracted for such things to sling shot myself out. I shouldn’t have tried because every time my feelings get hurt even when the owner shows somewhat of a friendship towards me, to his eyes I feel I am just cheap labor and my dreams is nothing  but a waste of time and apparently money too. I am just done pivoting so I figured I’d try this ISP one more time before I give up completely but I have tried and it was shot down so now we move on.

In 2012, I pivot to work in the casino’s where I felt it was a huge mistake, most it has done was shown me a way to believe in my self confidence levels again as I have had nothing but metal abuse from the ISP owner, My ex-wife, my ex-business partner in central oregon. I learned a new meaning of self-worth and became better with myself and honed my skills even more to a point I finally found my focus in life.

I can keep pivoting around, but until I get some type of help, I am nothing more than a “street rat” and only thing that is keeping me afloat is a casino job where the mental abuse returns in a different form surrounding the casino politics and back stabbing employees who benefit from others without doing their work while the blind continues to lead the blind and get paid for it.

And here I am about to turn 41, second birthday without my best friend to talk to. I am in that point for a new pivot in life. I want to stop pivoting and just go from here and grow with my own community and build my framework and move up with my own. But I feel like my next pivot isn’t going to be a good one because I am on the verge of quitting my casino job already after 6+ years as I just can’t take the abuse anymore.

How can I not pivot anymore? I offer services that I often spam and tell others but only to see them buy things from others and I get totally ignored from. If no one supports me, how can I grow? How can I be seen? I was born on the streets I never got that privilege of money and investments to make more money.

Still thriving as I have been around for 20 years+ and trying at least. My pivot back is now trying to build a community with streaming on twitch part time, trying to get to that point where I can apply for partnership turn this into an online resource not just for gaming but for Slackware knowledge, hacking knowledge and so on a place we all can share and relate in various different ways especially our hobbies. But I am feeling a pivot from this as well as it’s not doing anything but help my self confidence to talk to people again.

On that note, the TL;DR. been going at this for over 20+ years, I am tired of pivoting and dealing with the mental abuse of others, I need your help to make this dream a reality.

WRNet: -> this site
DorkMedia -> Web design, hosting, eCommerce etc…
WRNet:Sec -> InfoSec and Cyber Security
RavenPC -> Computer Brand

Path to partnership continues and doing so I have set some guidelines.

I need motivation and here is how you can help.

• at every 10 subs – I will do a live podcast of choice from Hack the Transition, Touge Story, or WRnet: Sec
• at every 25 subs  – Garage Streams more IRL, car hackery.
• at every 50 subs – I’ll gift 5 games at choice back to the community and we will enjoy it together.
• hit the first 100 subs – I will come out live to the rest of my family.

I feel like I have been setup from the start, this was a plan to get rid of me due to others who just simply do not like me.

I got booted from a community that will remain nameless, because I didn’t jump when they said to jump.  With their assumptions the used it as a fuel to make it extremely un-comfy for me. I did take noticed at the Mod meetings when I had no voice, any ideas I purposed to take leadership on was shot down so it was a huge dead giveaway this was going to be coming down to it. I had no real support from the admins / mods from the start.

But I was cornered to do so when I had an “Do it or Else”  ultimatum. I agreed and left as requested but only to get bullied yet again. This time, I defended myself but ended up getting booted after all.  I have done nothing wrong and did what was asked, it was like they took a gun to my head and held it there for 2 weeks just to pull the trigger even after I have done what they have asked.  I guess with them still snooping on the old network I was unaware of a new person who joined that ended up being a shield assuming that it was me?  I said my goodbyes and left peacefully, the more professional way.  So from my defense they used this “new person” to can me… regardless of what I have said, they wanted me gone from the start and that is sad and nothing I could have done from that point on. Extremely unprofessional but what ever.

All I did was reach out to give a helping hand, but they took that helping hand and put me in a choke hold to it just to break my neck with it (metaphorically speaking).

It is what it is, I felt alienated anyways, always left out when they did games (same games I’ve owned Halo, CoD etc..) the whole split was super unprofessional anyways, the hatred I’ve heard that grew even after the split was grossly obsessive.

Now I am a victim of a bully situation over my kindness and yes it hurts because in the end I did everything they asked just to get canned.

I am done playing with these communities with fake people who think they care about their members and own team, I got my own I’m am building over time with. With real friends who are not going to stab one another in the back I rather tell it how it is, not force someone against their will on things just because there is a bad vendetta against it. Or plan attacks months a head and wait till there was something to attack on with fuel.  It is just bad business. I highly doubt they will last too much longer due to the nature of things, but I guess you may never know.

Welp, Closing this chapter and moving on with my main focus of my community.

WRNet is super alive to this day, not as active but we are here. Might be small but I have ambition to succeed with it.