I am still around, new job, better pay, less toxicity(seems to be none). i don’t have to worry about a director making up stories just to destroy my life.
Alot of recent events currently happened recently and it got me thinking, and made a decision.
I am putting my own twitch streams on hold and gaming pretty much I am more than done with it. I’ve tried my best to keep it afloat but I had more support at the track then I ever had with my own twitch streams.
I’ve had partnership level achievements with twitch, warframe, and other gaming platforms but with no support I can’t move forward.
One thing that has taught me enough in time explained heavy in my book, I can’t keep supporting people who don’t support me and I need to support myself over everyone else. I need to get back to the point I am focusing on my own doing my own where I am doing my work, gym, garage, drift, repeat.
Prolly be my last year of Defcon, twitchcon etc… at this point I’ve been wasting my time and money for over 20 years at defcon as I only go for the talks that get released on youtube for free and I get too overwelmed with anxiety to hang out when I don’t know anyone to hang with.
I’ve done some great games, there is a few write up I am going to be releasing soon.
Why I am done with World of warcraft, how I am bored with Final Fantasy 14 but one book I am writing is how to hack like a sub-genius and with an idea of reviving my old table top game and campaigns I wrote in high school that was inspired by snes jRPG’s
I got alot of projects to work on and making cuts to somethings even tho I’ve enjoyed them they are just wasting my time.