Alright, I spent the weekend creating and virutalizing my network to create a whole new environment for me again, kinda living it old school when I had multiple machines under my desk and I hosted stuff like crazy.
I’ve built a proxmox server, Slackware Containers, and Opnsense Firewall+IDS into the whole virtual environment. I went as far as acquiring an Cisco Catalyst C2960-CG and totally getting my network nerd on. Slowly re-migrating to local hosting once again.
I am going to think about how I am going to redo my discord communities as no one uses it, no one is helping me grow, no one is really doing much more than be a name in it. I might just right click and delete, re-create and segregate my topics to multiple servers and start over “per-se” IE, DC702 will have their own, Touge, WRnet:Sec and one for my personal stream and so on.
Because personally, I had and have disconnected from people who doesn’t seem to show the same support and effort I put in and it’s exhausting networking with people because I am an introvert, I get intimidated by people (everyone scares me and I get into a fight or flight mode too easy) and it’s frustrating and exhausting and if I don’t feel safe, I can’t support the people who I don’t feel safe around. I long for a friendships to be apart of, a circle of friends who don’t forget about me and my anxiety problems and helps boosts me as my life has always been on a down.
Anyways, if you want to help me test out the server feel free to DM on discord for the password.
I am out be back in a week.